By Tanya Ruckstuhl-Valenti LICSW
Joyce Victor is a psychotherapist and parenting teacher who teaches “Parenting the Spirited Child,” a popular parenting class in the Seattle area. Joyce also happens to be one of those women everyone wants to have in their circle of friends: wise, calm and kind, she has a that great combination of being highly intelligent as well as deeply committed to social justice issues… so when we started batting around the idea of co-facilitating a mother’s retreat day together, it felt like Christmas morning: Spending time with a woman I enjoy and admire! Working with a population I feel passionate about! Serving a community that is often too busy for self care! Making money to have fun! Yippee!
We started planning it, and in no time we had more activities than we could possibly fit into a weekend, much less a single day. The problem was how to get the word out. This has been our biggest challenge so far. So I’m interviewing her to both promote this retreat as well as this woman to my readership (all two of you…you know who you are).
We spoke the day after Joyce returned from spending three days in (that’s in as in “visiting” not in as in “inmate”) the Monroe Penitentiary volunteering in the Alternatives to Violence Project, a nonprofit group that helps prisoners develop non-violent approaches to conflict.
Me: So what is it about group work that is so powerful?
Joyce: Group work is being together with other people who are searching for answers about life’s predicaments—there’s nothing else like it. It’s different than talking to a friend because you get the understandings of everyone else in the group. What they are figuring out enriches you. There’s a sense of shared community which lasts past the workshop. This gives the participants a sense of courage to do things differently.
Me: One of the things that I’m aware of and cautious about is that by engaging in my chosen profession I am a part of the authority culture that inadvertently encourages people not to trust themselves and their instincts. I think this authority culture really shows up around motherhood.
I remember being pregnant and reading that bossy book “What to Expect When You’re Expecting” and coming across this infuriating sentence: “With every bite you should ask yourself “is this the best bite for my baby?” and if it’s not then PUT THE FORK DOWN.” This became the first book I ever threw across the room in disgust. The idea that a pregnant woman who is reading a book to better prepare for motherhood needs any further installation of guilt and fear still makes my blood boil.
All this is preamble to this: We want to create a retreat for mother’s to reconnect with their own wisdom, rather than hand down our own from up on high. How do you share your intelligence with your clients in a way that respects their intelligence?
Joyce: That issue is the most important thing I have been working on! It has made me shift the way that I work in groups. In groups I try to create opportunities for people to share what they know and learn from each other. I teach ground rules about brainstorming and then divide them into small groups and have them brainstorm solutions problems someone in the group is having. Inevitably, when I collect feedback at the end of the course people write that the “best part of class is working with other parents.” This is great because everyone has a huge amount to offer.
Me: What is it about being a mother that begs for time away? And why is so hard for mothers to admit that they need that?
Joyce: Your sense of self before having children and your relationship with your partner is eclipsed by mothering. Parenting is such a powerful responsibility and joy, it’s a 24 hour job that takes over the time one has for conversation with oneself, as well as the importance of keeping a separate path. We are required to throw ourselves 100% into being mothers, and then the role tapers out so that we must let our children go and not rely on them for being our source of value or meaning.
I think women are afraid of being selfish, but they need to know that children also benefit from seeing and knowing their mother as a whole human being with outside interests who are growing and learning. This is helpful for both a daughter’s future sense of self as well as for sons who need to know that women are not just taking care of their families. Women also have an essential life of their own spirit and soul that is going on. Taking time for yourself is actually helpful to your children.
Thank you Joyce!
If a day of hanging out with like-minded soul searching mamas appeals to you, give me a call at 206 375-7690 so I can make sure this workshop is a good fit for you. Our retreat flyer can be found on Joyce’s website: http://theparentingclass.com/mothers_retreat.html